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So Lorelei's heart cath is sometime during the week after the 17th of July and her surgery is around the first half of August. We don't have dates yet because the cardiologist's office is currently scheduling everything at another hospital (not the one they're based in). There's one week estimated hospital stay, then something like two years estimated recovery time. I don't even know if therapy's going to be involved.

I'm not going to lie. I'm not really in a good place right now, but it's a sink or swim situation and I've got to make the best of things. Even with the outpouring of support, I still feel lonely. IDK. IDK. The Lexapro takes some of the edge off, so it's not as bad as it was last time around. At least I'm still functioning.

Work was an excellent distraction for a little while. I had my 90 day evaluation and I received as many excellents as one can have. One of my CSMs went so far as to say I'm one of the best cashiers they've had in a long time, so that made me really happy. Then last weekend happened and I got hit by a quick change artist and somehow lost several hundred dollars, but when my CSMs came and did an audit, my register was short $1500. I know he didn't get that much, so I don't know what happened to the rest of the money. :| Now I feel like I've had the wind taken out of my sails. I was doing so good, too.

Adding insult to injury, my car broke down yesterday. Something about the temperature housing? Cost $450 to fix. Talk about wanting to freak out. As a result, I had to reschedule a much needed psychologist appointment and go crawling to my parents for assistance.

Even in all of this craziness, Lorelei has been a blessing. She's been very easy-going and patient the past several weeks, despite all of the appointments and running around we've had to do. She makes me want to buy the world for her and give her popsicles 24/7, but I have to be responsible. :\ Takes all the fun out of it, I swear. Stupid having to be the adult.

Anyway, that's it for me now. What about y'all? Anything interesting I've been missing out on?

Testing, testing, 1 2 3.

After seeing all the rage posts concerning sf_d, I'm suddenly glad that I've been playing adult for the past several weeks. o_O

brb being responsible

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You have no idea how much I miss you all.

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I have found something that amuses me as much as this picture:




BEHOLD!




IDK why but this shit cracks me right the hell up every time.

The Flaming Lips' One More Robot/Sympathy 3000-12.

( Lyrics )

Lyrics because I couldn't find a video (for shame!).

I love my kid.

Major update pending.

afk tornado

ETA: That was a little anticlimactic, but that's a good thing. Seriously. Every time those severe weather sirens go off I think, Oh, Silent Hill. Then I think, Oh shit, zombies. Then I think, Oh, wait, it's just a tornado.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.

In other news, I have goldfish.

Well, so I lied. Obviously, since I'm online. Anyway, I caught up on the sf_d anon post, and holy shit anon is such bullshit. :| Transphobia is never cool, and yeah, racial shit DOES rile people up. Also, dragging people's personal shit out into the open is never cool.

This is another "get out of jail free" card, so if you want to defriend me, do it.

Nothing to report here. I miss you guys a lot, but really, I've been taking care of business. Today was spent at the Medicaid office. I had so much fun being all up in that kool-aid, internet. So. Much. Fun. :| Then I went to Walgreen's and started the process for getting Mom's $500 back from when Medicaid wouldn't approve a prescription that we needed that night. Good times! I could go another lifetime without having that conversation again. Then I watched Donnie Darko with Mom, ate some pizza that gave everyone wicked gas (lol), then went to class where I was immediately dismissed. Cool. Then Mom took me shopping tonight for some retail therapy and I have several new dresses, thanks to her. Don't have a damn place to wear them (like half the stuff in my closet), but hey! New dresses.

Tomorrow I go pay my ticket and sign up for defensive driving, then get my oil changed. Then homework.

Wow. I'm more fun than a barrel full of monkeys lately. Sorry about that, y'all.

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